im back !

FINALLY !

im back.i know it has been a really long while since the last time i posted a post.hahaha.that was 7 months ago ! damn it is long...there are a few reasons to why i didnt post any post :

1. i dont have internet access at home
2. i've been busy with college.assignments !
3. saya lupa katakunci kepada blog saya...=s
4. i almost gave up blogging...
5. and i...have no ideas..

as you all know,im living with my family again after almost two years away from them.now life has been fairly balance to me.ups and downs.thats normal.but at the moment im having some difficulties when it comes to money.now everything mesti kena guna duit.EVERYTHING ! and i heard fuel price is going to be increased again...my parents do give me allowance.basic allowance they say...honestly,the amount of money that im getting is not enough at all.just enough for fuel,parking college,and college stuff.i have to use my savings to pay for toll or fuel coz i have to fetch brothers from ld,or arman from tuition.with the traffic and all.takes up alot of fuel if jam..

this is why i've been so stressed up this past few months.got into a minor accident but rm 550 terbang just like that...i feel bad..coz daddy had to pay for it.i have applied for jobs at the curve and One Utama.waiting for them to call me back.need the money to repay him back.plus,decided to sell my Nokia E66 phone.to earn some extra cash.right now im in the hospital.fateha got admitted.saje teman seeing that i got nothing to do today.

owh and i've been practicing on songs for me next video on YT.so u guys have to be patient with me alright ?

i guess thats about it for now.saje nak buat panjang for this post.well its not long pun but whatever.haha.owh i know usually after my post surely ada video to end it so this time its a cover video by airto.he is very good,talented and has a good vocal.should check his YT channel.that is all.see ya !

."Music is enough for a lifetime, but a lifetime is not enough for music" - Sergei Rachmaninov

its been awhile.

home.it is nice to be at a place where u really belong.with the loved ones. its been almost 2 months that i posted my last..post.haha.i dont have anything much to say.just glad that im back.

till now it has been 2 months that im home and everything went well so far.only some minor problems that has been going on.well life is full of obstacles and we should just face it to succeed in life.and one main thing that you should do is to be PATIENT.yes.SABAR.somehow,even though im back home,i dont feel appreciated...well maybe my parents are too busy with work,they dont have time to show it.or maybe i just dont see it...yet.my siblings are awesome ! well,in a way they are quite stubborn but what the heck,they got it from me ! =p

for the past 2 weeks,i havent been going out alot,eventhough im having my holiday,that is because im helping out my mother,jadi driveeeeerrrrrrrrr.send her here and there,go there and everywhere to meet her clinets to get checks from them and signatures also.macam-macaaaam.the best thing about it is that i love helping out my mom ! i feel good aaaand happy. =)

did i tell u that i got my first car ? maybe i did but not through here.well my mom got me a white premium myvi 1.3 auto.haha.yeahh.that specific.im so thankful and i also got a new handphone ! an E66.awesome phone.it has everything that i need.wifi,bluetooth,good quality camera,garmin(a gps system), microsoft office.and loads more !


but to be honest,lately life hasnt been up to my expectations.maybe not yet.baru 2 bulan takkan semua terus berubah kan ? owh well, like i said before,being patient is the key.and really, when i feel like im down or stress,i'll listen to some musics and everything will will turn to normal again.=)

"To me...music exists to elevate us as far as possible above everyday life." ~Gabriel Faure

btw,this past few days i've been listening to this awesome song by the great stevie wonder.and here i want to feed u guys with the song played by this cool kid wo's really good at playing guitar ! and thats all for now and hopefully i'll update my blog soon enough.enjoy !

Hold my hand,have no fear.

I've decided.Going back to my real home,with my family.

finally....

this week has been really nice to me.thank you 'first-week-of-the-month'.really appreciate it. =).i hope this kinda week could happen again so that takdelah depressed sangat,kan...

well two days ago,apparently my parents were not at home coz they pergi pahang coz mama ada kerja,my dad and my two lil bros followed too.will be back today in the evening.the only ones left are kak in,intan and faiz and bibik.lately my house were being monitored by indons outside the wall.looking at the house...went to sleepover at home to take care of my family and the house.there were even guards helping out jaga-ing my house.soo sweet of them.=p luckily,nothing happened.

went for alia's farewell party.dia pergi new zealand..ooooooohhh.great country.the highlight of the day was when i got a message...till now at this moment,i dont know what to do...happy,sad,confused..well,i hope everything will turn out fine whatever it is.

too lazy to write dah.tired of tennis just now.got my skills back,=p owh btw,this is a shoutout to natasha aida.oiiii.i updated already.satisfied ? =D and being me,a good friend,this song is dedicated for you.if u need anything,at all,i'll be here.=)

''Music is what feelings sound like.''

when you're in the world

im coming home !! i guess....

its been awhile.going back home soon.real soon and i am not really sure whether it is the right choice or not.some part of me wants to go back but the other half is like not letting me to.somehow a part of me is asking me to stay put for now.just for now..im confused...need.....help......owh wait,no one could hear me pun...

i just knew that someone hated me.well she told me once before but its just hard for me to believe..to make things worse,it was her first impression towards me ! its bad...bad bad bad...how can ppl hate you when they saw you for the first time ?? i guess i am right about me being rusty with ppl now coz my social life has been really out...cacated...but just so u know,i didnt mean to disturb you.i was just being.....me.sorry.

music is wonderful.the meaning of the songs...i learned 4 new songs today.i realized something about singing.my singing that is.i need to gain my confidence again.i've performed in front of the camera je lately..i have to perform soon.practice farith,practice.

i dont even know why im blogging.now i am sooo sleepy and mamai..need...sleep..

NATASHA AIDA ROCKS !!

''If music be the food of love,play on''-William Shakespeare

i'll be the greatest fan of your life.

songs can be really meaningful and some can have no meaning at all. wrong. all songs have meanings,but having a song with really awesome meaning behind the awesome lyrics,is hard to find.

I'll be.awesome song. i know that edwin mccain is the singer but whoever wrote the lyric of this song,(maybe its him ?? im not sure),i think that person is really good at writing or else expressing his feelings to his beloved  very well through songs. pure awesomeness.

even the first line of the song is total awesomeness  ''the strands in your eyes that color them wonderful,stop me and steal my breath''. it really catches my attention every time lagu ini dimainkan di radio ataupun di dalam carta ipodku. truly awesome.

i dont wana talk much actually,i just want u guys to listen to the song and look at the lyric.im sure u guys would love it ! here's the lyric.enjoy the awesomeness awesome song.covered by me that is.hope u guys would enjoy it.

"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
[Chorus]
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life

i'm yours.

L,is for the way you look at me

O,is for the only one i see

V,is very very extra ordinary

E,is even more than anyone that you adore

But what if that someone that u love doesnt look at you ?

Or what if that someone is the only one u see,but she/he is seeing more than oneor worse u are not one of it ?

Or to u,that person is extrax2 ordinary but to that person,u are just the same as any other ?

Or that person that u love doesnt adore u at all ?

You would do anything for the person that you love or like and when i said anything,it means EVERYTHING.as for a guy like me,normal yet different,i really take this as a serious matter.love is a very strong word.

To me,you need to have honesty,and loyalty.some ppl think that trust is the most important.

To me,honesty is first,when u have honesty,trust will arise automatically.from trust,it will conjure loyalty into the scene.and from here,LOVE will exist.

My blog title says it all,''when words fail,music speaks'' thats how present my feelings.t it in a way that ppl mungkin akan dengar/lihat and understand what im trying to say behind all the words of the songs and the musics.here is me with my ''im yours'' cover.

“Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent. - Victor Hugo

a whole new world

yes.world has been changing throughout the century.
no,years.
wait,months.
or maybe weeks.
owh right,days.

yes.day by day,mesti ada benda nak jadi.tak boleh duduk diam and the most talked about issue now is the ''babi'' flu.swine flu to be exact.it is already here in malaysia ! and its all because of this person who came back from US and he felt weird when he got home and went to sungai buloh hospital to do a check up.and its tested positive ! OMG !


so all the ppl including the pilot and the stewardess who were in the same plane as this ''dude'',were adviced to check.but the thing is,this ''dude'' checked when he got home ! and all the other ppl are now all over malaysia.Great.juuuust Great.he should have just stayed there ! stay ''dude'' stay ! see shaherah,i told you.never wanna believe me.cakap ''flu ni takde kat malaysia la,farith'' .there you go.OMG !

a whole new world,wonderful song.a great song actually.no no.AWESOMEST ! im into this song these past few days so i thought i wanna share it with you guys.if there are any readers.the song is like OMG ! (its the original one btw)

''Music is what feelings sound like.''